Truth is: You can get better if you want to


I was in one of my phases again last night. I was down in the dumps and unlike before, I did want to get out of it. I wanted to stop wallowing and I just wanted to have faith that things would fall into place soon.

I really don’t know what the deal is with me. I’ve stopped trying to figure myself out and so I did what I usually do when I’m caught in a slump, I watch a reliable movie and cry.

Instead of going through season five and season six of Dawson’s Creek, I went straight to the two series finale and it was better than what I remembered!

Tears were overflowing and I felt so much better afterwards.

I wonder why I’m so friggin’ emotional, it’s really annoying me, you know? So instead of wallowing in my latest state of self-pity and crushed hope, I decided to climb out of it and going to work on a Saturday morning helped.

One of my officemates is currently hooked to Taylor Swift. Her songs are amazing and after three days of it being overplayed in our office, I fell in love with it. Listening to her songs turned my mood around and I’m just giggling like crazy now. Which is just absurd. I’m thankful for the weekend because I’m going to church tomorrow and I can go through another set of Dawson’s Creek again–minus the tears this time. 🙂

I’m getting ready for a quiet weekend with Barak Obama’s book, good food and catching up with friends.

Hope you guys have a great weekend too. =)