Confessions to My Future Husband


“watch your hands move along my face they trace

all the lines i’ve lived

it isn’t hard to love your scars ’cause that’s
everywhere you’ve been”

Dear Future Husband,

It’s taking awhile for you to get here.

And for the first time in my life, i’m not being impatient. I know that in God’s time, everything will fall into place and we’d have nothing to worry about. I know that we haven’t met yet because we still need to work on things on our own before we can finally get together.

I think the Lord wants the both of us to find complete freedom in Him so when the time comes, we won’t need each other.

The road that is leading me to you has a lot of twists, turns and bumps.

Most of the twists and the bumps produced scars that’s taking awhile to heal but I know that these scars would turn me into a better person, as cheesy as it may sound.

I’m no longer broken, future husband and I do hope that when I meet you I wouldn’t be as irrational or as insecure as I used to be. But God’s working on it, He’s working on changing my heart.

I’ve always thought that meeting you would magically fix every single problem in my life and i’m thankful that I didn’t meet you during that time because I would have ruined it by being too clingy and being to needy.

Love, I know that my problems won’t magically disappear when we meet each other, but life would be better. I won’t be complete when I find you, but i’d be smiling a whole lot more and I’d be singing more often.

I am looking forward to meeting you. I am looking forward to the day when the world would stop, even for just awhile and finally, the bells would ring for the person that God truly intended for me to be with.

Until then, only He has my heart.


Your future wife. 🙂