My mind’s caught in a faze,
I haven’t felt this way in awhile.
Its scary,
unrealistic,
most of all…
unexpected.
I want something,
I can’t have it.
The way of life,
I could have gotten myself out of this situation,
but I chose not to.
Its not love,
or anything way too cheesy like that.
Intense attraction,
numbing my brain,
opening my heart.
Its absurd,
yes I know.
Its freakinly absurd…
cause barely two weeks ago
I made a promise
not to find myself
in this same situation
im ranting about..
so much for promises