For a Second Let’s Pretend That I Actually Care…


I didn’t realize that the work place can be pretty much like high school.

For one thing, I hate complaining about my job because well, it’s a blessing and there’s this whole thing about loving your job and it loving you back, but seriously (deleted on basis of my contract).

This is exactly what Pastor Paul was talking about earlier, trial, tribulation and the testing of your faith, but i’m not giving up that easily.

Elydia told me that I should learn to see what positive can come out of it and that living our lives should reflect our belief in God. And you know what, I feel better.

I stop for a moment and realize that Marilyn Monroe was right, “Well-behaved women hardly make history”

What I hate the most about small-minded people is the fact that when you speak your mind, you’re a bitch but when you stay quiet, they step all over you, so where does one place herself?

Betrayal cuts gently like a knife but what I don’t understand is the fact that every little intrigue came from one person, before that person came along, everyone was happy and quiet.

So where’s the connection there?

I think it’s time for me to simply take a step back and reevaluate my choices. This is the devil slowly but surely trying to steal my joy and peace but I stand in faith because you know, no matter what you do, I have God in me and no matter what you say out of spite or plain jealousy doesn’t really matter to me.

Live your life, might actually work for once.