from the moment i watched the first episode, i always felt a different kind of connection with her because just like me she has divinely beautiful older sister who everyone loved.

and just like her, i felt that people couldn’t go beyond the looks and see me for who i really am.

and for a time there, i couldn’t get over it, i was always clouded by her beauty and her confidence so i chose to retreat and stay in the shadows with my favorite novels or my favorite TV shows.

until i couldn’t hide any longer.

i then realized that the Lord didn’t give me prom good looks for a purpose and He loves me just the way I am.

There are just same days that i needed to be reminded.