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I am in my political science class and its quite interesting (seriously). We’re talking about this article written by Adrian E. Cristobal and its about the NSO and the ‘would be elections’ (it was an article dated before the 2004 elections). Its interesting but not interesting enough to make me stop surfing friends on friendster and blog. Haha. Amazingly enough, I came across this blog on friendster from someone I don’t even talk to in school. I just know who that person is but I never realized that that person had such deep words to say. Everyone sees that person’s arrogant side but what they fail to see is that underneath it all-that person has something that most of us are afraid of-individuality. Its so admirable. So brave. If only they would give that person a chance…Hehe.

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I cry like a baby when I don’t get my way
Do you want me?
I won’t apologize when I make a mistake
Do you want me?
I got scars on my heart and they won’t go away
Looking for someone to take them from me
Everybody knows I’m a little insane
Do you want me?
Oh I try to be normal
I try to put one foot in front of the other
And I fail
You don’t even know
I’m aliveI open my mouth cause
I’m waiting for your love to fall from the sky
And I fail
You think that I’m out of my mind
And maybe your scared to be right
But you’ll never know till you get me alone
Do you want me?
I tell it to you straight so we can’t get worse
Do you want me?
I want to show you me but first things first
Do you want me?
Looking for a saviour to save my soul
All the damage I have done has left a big hole
Everybody knows I just want someone to hold
Do you want me?
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