I’ve been in a perpetual state of sadness since last Wednesday when I came to the conclusion that maybe some people are not meant to be a part of my life, no matter how hard I try.
Ever since, my mind has been filled with little nothingness that couldn’t be explained in the English language, no matter how hard I try, so bear with my Tagalog–besides, Pilipino ka diba?
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Meron pag-ibig na babago sa buhay mo–regardless kung ang pagibig na to ay naiba ang buhay mo para sa mabuti o masama.
Basta, binago niya ang buhay mo–period.
Number one to sa listahan ko dahil eto yung pagibig na kahit anong gawin mo, andyan.
Hindi nawawala, kahit may makilala kang iba, andyan parin siya, kinkumpara mo sa lahat ng dumating after him. Yung tipo hindi mo makalimutan dahil siyang ang “ONE GREAT” or “THE GREAT”.
At kahit sobrang mahal ka na ng dumating pagkatapos niya e wala parin, andyan talaga siya, taunting you as if you’d never be good enough.
Siya din ang dahilan kung bakit sa tingin mo lahat ng dumating pagkatapos niya ay sasaktan ka din.
First love. First hurt. The love that changed your life. Buti sana if it changed you for the better pero hindi e.
Siguro nga, mahal mo parin dahil hindi ka naman maapektuhan ng ganyan kung wala lang, diba?
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Meron din pagibig na talagang mahirap pero at the end of the day, it makes you stay with the person.
By this, I don’t mean a relationship based on eros but more on family relationships dahil alammo yun, kahit anong away, kahit anong sama ng loob, nandyan yan e.
Sila lang siguro ang mga tao na hindi ka matiis at hindi mo rin matiis.
Having family around is just the most amazing thing because you know that at the end of the day, may mga tao na magmamahal parin sayo kaya its sad when people turn thier backs on thier own family.
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UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
I felt this with Stephanie. Siguro sa lahat ng taong kilala ko ang little girl lang na to ang love ko without any question. Kasi sometimes when you fall in love with a person, you always think kaya mo ang unconditional love when in fact, hindi.
Sa mga bata lang na fefeel ang ganyang pagmamahal.
This is another type of love that can change your life.
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The Rewarding Love
Eto yung love na dadating sa buhay mo to make up for everything that makes up for all the frustration and hurt caused by One Great Love.
Hindi naman siya panakip butas, kung hindi siya ang reason kung bakit ka sinaktan ng One Great Love mo.
Si One Great Love sinakatan ka para maging ready ka for The Rewarding Love– who is the person for you.
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So kahit na I’m going through between phases of love, I feel happy, or at least optimistic.
Dadating din ako doon.
And just for the record, if I tagged you, it means I love you. =)
