stuck in sesame street


There are just some days wherein I feel stuck. As if im not growing up and everyone familiar to me is. As if I was left in this state and my mind does not respond to maturity. In some ways I have grown up, but in some ways I feel as if Im missing something.
Am I too childish? I thought that was a good thing. These thoughts are senseless but not irrational. I have no idea if im not growing up or everyone around me is and they’re just leaving me behind…