There was something that I wanted for the longest time.
I’ve been praying about it and waiting, waiting, waiting for it to happen.
My life didn’t circle around it, but it was just one of those things that you knew in your gut that you wanted to have, that you must have.
So imagine how I felt when I woke up today and I felt in my gut that “uh-oh, something’s going to go wrong today”.
You know if this happened a couple of months back, it would have broken me to the core. It would have made me wallow in yet again another session of senseless self-pity.
But instead, through His grace, it’s the other way around.
It’s like pulling off a band-aid, you really don’t need the pain of pulling it off but you’re just glad it’s over.
And besides, being gutted over something that wasn’t meant for me to begin with would simply be a bad move on my part because in reality, there’s nothing to be sad or depressed about.
Life’s good now. From where I was and the people I used to be with, I’m just a better place.
So i’ll keep being faithful, i’ll keep loving life because maybe tomorrow, I’d wake up and it will all turn around.
Or even if it doesn’t, well who said life was all about me anyway?