I’ve been here before. Liking someone just because that person reminds me of someone. I know its unfair and its not … I don’t know right.
Okay, I have to go. People need the computer. hehe.;p

.:. WHO I REALLY WANT TO MEET .:.
“if its worth the wait…then ill wait”=)

“i dont know when my next perfect moment would be or would it ever happen again. All I know is this: that one moment that I’ve been blessed with is enough to last me this lifetime.”

“you’re so close but still a world away”

Why can’t I shake off the nerves?
I can do this
Breathe breathe breathe
i can do this …

.:. I’ve been thinking .:.

The Lord would have not given this to me if I couldn’t do it. I am keeping the faith. Its not the easiest thing to do, but I HAVE FAITH.Nothing is impossible with Him. That has been proven to me so many times.
So, I continue praying. The Lord is faithful. 😉

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Whenever I rememeber that moment, my world still stops and I still hear that “tug tug tug dug dug” sound inside of me. I know that’s so cheesy, but really even as i’m writing this down, the hairs at the back of my neck are standing up and its not fear.
I have butterflies in my stomach.
Cheesy but true.
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What have I been ranting about in my past entries? I am blessed. There’s nothing to be sad/ upset about. What doesn’t kill you would only make you stronger.

So so true.

.:. Can’t help but feel this way .:.


” I see you through the smoky air,
Can’t you feel the weight of my stare?
You’re so close but still a world away.”

With God’s grace, I know ill get through it just fine. 😉

Oh please help me get through midterm week. Please oh please

.:. What I have to do tomorrow .:.

Study for M.I.S.
Chrong’s lunch
Review Math when I get home

.:. What I have to do Thursday Night.:.

Review CCS

.:. Friday Afternoon.:.

M.I.S. again
CCS
Math.

English for Business

.:. You know what? It really does get better .:.
I was so frustrated at myself last Friday. I was really disappointed. But after all the crying and hysteria, I got over myself and realized that there’s always a lesson to be learned. So, i’m moving on. Lesson Learned. Stop crying and beating myself up over it.

.:. A promise I once made .:.

I made a promise last summer and I kindda stirred away from it during the first month of my college life. But i’m keeping my promise this time.

.:. Just a trivia .:.

Think about this. With one person who hates you, there are two who love you. So forget about those who hate you and concentrate on the one who love you.

.:. New Songs .:.
I was looking for Great Big Sea’s “Ordinary Day” I couldn’t. Its such a great school, try listening to it. 😉

Another Kelly Clarkson song I could relate to.
*wink*

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the nigh
tFor the same damn thing