I dont think im PMS-ing this time. If i am then its long overdue. I have no idea why i’m asking so bitchy today. I have no idea why. Its actually been going on for about three days now.

What the hell is wrong with me?

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people’sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Notrevengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikesnonsensical and unnecessary things. Guidesothers physically and mentally. Sensitive andforms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.Wary and sharp. Judges people throughobservations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudying. Loves to be alone. Always broods aboutthe past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends.Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unlessprovoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takeslong to recover.

My inner self is: Happy
My outer self is: Complicated
What I think other people think of me: Happy
My family is: Plain
My studies: Happy.

Hehe.

She is so swell headed,
its so freakin annoying.

haaay. life.

COMPLETE
Just because no one has been fortunate enough
to realize what a gold mine you are,
It doesnt mean you shine any less.
Just because no one has been smart enough,to figure out you can’t be topped,
It doesnt stop you from being the best.
Just because no one has come alongto share your life,
It doesnt mean that day isn’t coming.
Just because no one has made
this race worthwhile,
It doesnt give you permission to stop running.
Just because no one has realized
how much of a woman you are,
It doesnt mean they can affect your feminity.
Just because no one has come
to take the loneliness away,
It doesnt mean that you have to
SETTLE FOR A LOWER QUALITY.
Just because no one has shown up
who can LOVE YOU ON YOUR LEVEL,
It doesnt mean you have to SINK ON TO THEIRS.
Just because YOU DESERVEthe very BEST there is,
It doesnt mean that life is always FAIR.
Just because GOD IS STILL PREAPARING FOR YOUR KING
It DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU’RE NOT ALREADY A QUEEN..
Just because your situation
doesnt seem to be progressing right now,
It doesnt mean you need to change a thing.

I DESERVE BETTER

“Learn to enjoy every minute of your life. Be happy now. Don’t wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future Every minute should be enjoyed, savored.”

People can be so mean.
Really mean.
Mean to the extent that they do everything just so people could turn thier backs on me.
Yup that mean.
The reason they’re mean?
Haha. No idea.
They’re not even my classmate.
We didn’t even have one decent conversation.
Ohgadd… its so lame.

but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.

Just when I got introduced to someone. I get over the little thing.
Haha.
You should have seen me, I was so red.
It was embarassing.
But i’m over it anyway.
So there.
I can be so weird.