( I totally get this song. Sayang *sigh*)

Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right
Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cuz I don’t knowI don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so longSo long
He’s soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take

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i am not depressed anymore. i just don’t have much time. oh and since I can’t place stupid pictures in this so arte blog i’ve made an multiply account:
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Okay, I’ve been a bit negative for the past week. Maybe its because I’ve been so pressured to do well and that I haven’t given myself time to relax and rest. Maybe, I should take a break this weekend. Give myself the rest I deserve.
Ohwell… I should try being more optimistic.

Its like i’m giving my best, spending all my time studying and yet its not enough. What am I stupid? What do I have to do to do well?!

You want a bag. Its perfect. You want it the moment you see it. Its beautiful .You never wanted anything else in your life. So you save for it. Wishing, hoping and anticipating the time that it would finally be yours. You do everything you have to do just so you could get that bag. When you finally get have the money…
You find out that someone has already snatched it away. Someone richer and somehow better than you. You feel disheartened and crushed.

To anyone who’s been in this situation…Well, you know im not talking about a bag here.

Its deeper, its more than that. Read between the lines.

I still miss you
If my memory serves me right, you greeted me last year=’c
I miss you kace=’c
I know you’re happy already,
but I just really miss you.

BOO-HOO
Admu lost last Sunday. It was soooh baaadd=p Grrr. A game to forget.
YIPEE
San Miguel won the title last Sunday! HAHAHAHAHA! Galing!

It’s not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me, oh no
It’s just the nearness of you
It isn’t your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation, oh no
It’s just the nearness of you
When you’re in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams come true
I need no soft lights to enchant me
But if you’ll only grant me the right
To hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night
ooh the nearness of you
When you’re in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams come true
I need no soft lights to enchant me
But if you’ll only grant me the right
To hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night the nearness of you