The Eternal Sunshine of an Optimistic Mind

I’m unrelentingly optimistic which is kind of surprising to me because there was a time that I was really really negative.

This whole optimism thing is kind of new to me since i’ve had years of negativity inside of me, but God is good, He is slowly turning me to become the person He created me to be.

Anyway, this Time issue made me smile today.

Being optimistic is inside of you. 


Why don’t you try it sometime?

 My Forever Princess.


Franzea is already one year old and five months. How time flies. I remember waiting for her to be delivered and how we waited months for her to arrive. Now she’s a big ball of energy with her own personality (that matches perfectly with my mom).

It’s amazing to know that i am part of this little girl’s life forever. It’s wonderful to see a child grow up.

Definitely one of the reasons why life is so, so good.

Words have always been an escape but somehow tonight words are not enough to explain how i feel in the morning when i wake up and the feelings that are so intense they wake me up in the middle of the night.

I honestly don’t know what this is because most of the time, i’m so emotionally unavailable i can hardly tell what i’m feeling most of the time.

I usually just ignore it until it goes away.

So here’s to hoping that this one goes away because relying on emotions and a self-created dreamland is always dangerous.

But since nobody drops by this site and since prince charming hardly takes the time to go through an invisible girl’s profile, much less her blog.

But I hope you know that even if we have never shared one coversation, you have made me better simply because you are so different from the rest.

You inspire me to become better. And you give me butterflies and you make me believe that maybe just maybe fairytales happen everyday.

If it is worth anything, get rid of “what if” and do something about it.

mindlessly bought this because of the bright colors.

Cake Pops and Victory Night!

forever love affair with food.

a story of God’s sweet, sweet victory.

Congratulations Petron Blaze Boosters!! What a beautiful miracle! Thank you Lord for the answered prayer!