…..scared and nervous :’c

Artist: Travis
Album: 12 Memories
Title: Re-Offender

Keeping up appearances
Keeping up with the Jones’
Fooling my selfish heart
Going through the motions
But I’m fooling myself
I’m fooling myself
Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say your sorry’s
And then you do it again, you do it again
Everybody thinks you’re well
Everybody thinks I’m ill
Watching me fall apart
Falling under your spell
But you’re fooling yourself
You’re fooling yourself

Artist: Tyler Hilton
Album: The Tracks of Tyler Hilton
Title: Glad
Everywhere you go, perfection
Follows you the wrong direction
And you will never see if for
You get all that you need and more
You see it, you want it
You find it, it’s yours
But you can’t say what you want or
Take what you want or
Choose the moods that you fake when you want
You said your life couldn’t get much better
Then where it’s at
And aren’t you glad
The only one of 5;
exception
The child of your pride, deception
And on your list of things to do
Is make me fall in love with you
You find one,
you want one
Cause I’m one,
who plays
You can’t say what you want or
Take what you want or
Choose the moods that you fake when you want
You said your life needed something special
Which you don’t have
You can’t say what you want or
Take what you want or
Rest and wake anyway that you want
You said your life couldn’t get much better
Well, here I am, and aren’t you glad.
Now you got it badI know you do
You can’t say what you want or
Take what you want or
Choose the moods that you fake when you want
You said your life couldn’t get much better
Then where you’re at
And you can’t say what you want or
Take what you want or
Rest and wake anyway that you want

Crazy huh to be hearing it from me, the resident dramaqueen? Wala lang, Im just so sick with the drama, it gets to iritating sometimes and it pulls down my energy.
I just really want to live my life, its too short
and to everyone who don’t like me:
THANK YOU:)
hehe;)

I dont think im PMS-ing this time. If i am then its long overdue. I have no idea why i’m asking so bitchy today. I have no idea why. Its actually been going on for about three days now.

What the hell is wrong with me?

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people’sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Notrevengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikesnonsensical and unnecessary things. Guidesothers physically and mentally. Sensitive andforms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.Wary and sharp. Judges people throughobservations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudying. Loves to be alone. Always broods aboutthe past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends.Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unlessprovoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takeslong to recover.

My inner self is: Happy
My outer self is: Complicated
What I think other people think of me: Happy
My family is: Plain
My studies: Happy.

Hehe.

She is so swell headed,
its so freakin annoying.

haaay. life.