*I love my God and proud that i do*
* I never act my age. I could either be a 12 year old trapped in a 17 year old’s body or a 39 year old trapped in a 17 year old’s body.*
*A simple girl who doesn’t want a complicated life*
*I’ve had a huge crush on Ryan Merriman eversince I was eleven*
* I can be melodramatic when in the mood*
* Unpredictable and moody*
* I surround myself with real people. I find it pathetic when all people care about is the brand of clothes they wear the people they know yada yada yada*
* The smallest things make me smile. A corny joke, a sweet gesture of thoughtfulness.I’m not hard to please at all.*
*I can be shy around new people, but super hyper around the people I love*
*I still love cartoons. Haha*
*enjoy spoiling people i love*
*quiet when upset*
* I am not perfect. I know everyone isn’t but the only difference with me is that i don’t even try to be. My mistakes make me a better person*
*frustrated romantic*
*I love kids*
* I wear a purity ring on my left ring finger*
* I have a fish who’s more maarte than me. Its named bratty for obvious reasons*
*At peace with myself**Content with my life*
* in love with life and everything else in between*

I probably hit my head on the pavement over the weekend,
I finally woke up.
Finally. Finally. Finally.

“hey now hey now don’t dream its over”

haha, lame song but yeah so over…;p

I super missed my old hair that i just had to have bangs again, only thier clipped hehe. I don’t want it falling infront of my face. So, why did I have my hair cut in the first place?

Haha, wala lang. Hehe;)

I wish my words could just flow easily.
Most of the time words could just easily flow out of me,
but right now, it doesn’t seem to.
Writer’s block.

But it has nothing to do with that.
There’s something I want to share but couldn’t
half of me is afraid and another half just wants me to give it a go.

I’m so confused…
its weird because i haven’t been in a long time…

“I bruise easily”

My skin is like a map, where my heart has been

And I can’t hide the marks, but it’s not a negative thing

So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes

I’m learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me

There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath I bruise easily,

I bruise easilyI found your finger prints on a glass of wine

Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too

If I never take this leap of faith I’ll never know

So I’m learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

FOR MORE UNAUTHORIZED.MULTIPLY.COM;)

Back in high school people always knew me as the girl who always had a crush. Don’t take this the wrong way. I’ve always had crushes on fake guys, meaning guys who exsist on TV. Hehe. So there.
But the girl they saw last saturday was a different person. Totally different.

Jen: “Bia, how are the boys in your school?”
Me: *shrug* “They’re okay”
Jen: *grinning* “And?”
Me: “Well, there are a lot of good looking guys but they all drink and smoke. I have nothing against smokers or drinkers but its not something I grew up accustomed to. I don’t want to give up my values, not to mention my parents’ trust over something that wouldn’t last…”

By this time Jen looks at me with a weird look on her face.

I knew what she was thinking. She’s my mamuch after all. I know she was thinking that I, in my own way have matured.

So, I don’t care if people at my college label me as that girl with a purity ring.

For the first time ever . . .

I am proud to be labeled

*wink*

And I
Ciara
[verse 1]
I dont need me a basketball player
All i need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He had everything in this world
But he sacraficied it all for me
And i made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real
[chorus]
And i
Know that he wont break my heart
And i
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And i
Wanna be with him forever

[verse 2]
That cant say that i am crazy
For makin him mah baby
Bought his flowers for me
See i done been through many changes
But this one i aint changing
This one’s staying the same
I can have everything in this world
But i’ll sacrafice it all for him
And i made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so rea
l[chorus]
[bridge]
I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby please
I need you (i need you)
So believe me (I do)
I do
(oOoOOo)

But here I am still waiting . . .

Gemini
Spongecola
Come a little closer
Flicker in flight
We’ll have about an inch s space
But im here i can breath in
What you breathe out
Let me know if im doing this right
Let me know if my grips too tight
Let me know if i can stay all of my life
Let me know if dreams can come true
Let me know if this ones for you
Cause i see it
And i feel it
Right here
And i feel you right here
The vacuous night
Steps aside to give meaning
To gemini’s dreaming
The moon on it’s back
And the seemingly
Veiled room’s lit
By the same star
And i feel it right here
And i feel you right here