Dear Lie,


It’s been two years, almost three.

It was a long journey and i’m happy that it ended today.
I still don’t get it though and i’m pretty sure that a blog entry could not summarize the two years almost three that I went through with you.
While nostalgically listening to Taylor Swift’s “i’d lie”, i couldn’t even explain how wonderfully innocent I was, thinking that the first guy would be the happily ever after.
the tears that i shed this afternoon was not out of remorse or out of bitterness, but out of the relief that finally there was some solid proof that whatever we had going for two almost three years was nothing but an illusion.
but i would’t trade those two almost three years for anything because i learned and it drew me closer to having a relationship with the One who matters.
today was so simple yet so final.
it’s truly the end. the end that i’ve been waiting for for so long.
can’t wait for the next chapter, Lord

Miracles

Facebook should have some sort of warning “caution: what you may see may cause tremendous heartbreak”.


But then again, we go on facebook and its vicious search engine without restrictions.

And once we find ourselves in the middle of something we really didn’t want to know, we’re left at a mess.

But finding the information that i found earlier just made me realize that it has been a long time since i felt anything remotely close to what i felt today and i didn’t like it.

God has been really good and now that I’ve walked in His light, nothing even comes close to the darkness that i once felt.

This is the path that i choose, i choose to walk in His love every single day and no amount of heartbreak or disappointments from people will take that away from me.

He is good all the time.

God is the same today, yesterday and tomorrow.

Sometimes it takes the most random of moments to remind us of that.