“They’re dimming the street lights
You’re perfect for me why aren’t you here tonight?
I’m waiting alone now so come on and come out and pull me near
Shine, shine, shine
Hey Stephen I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they’re beautiful but would they write a song for you”

I saw you today, just like I knew I would when I wrote that entry this morning.

You were the miracle that I was praying for. The whole world didn’t turn around, although I felt this stillness in my heart that could only be described as the right thing.

But now’s the wrong time for it, so I’m caught in a slump and I’m instant messaging beshy instead so he’d knock some sense into me. But he didn’t, I think besh believes in the same things I believe in.

And let me tell you this early on, he likes you! He thinks your cool and that’s saying something.

The only sad thing about this is that you’re in a no-win situation.

Although, I have faith that if things are meant to happen, they will fall into place without us having to hurt other people.

You know what Joel Osteen says, if God placed a dream in your heart, He will let it come to pass.

I’m praying for direction, guidance and wisdom for the both of us because at this point, that’s all I can do and write a song for you, really that’s all.