When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
-Twilight (A series I’m currently addicted to!)
There are just some things you can’t help but go back to. In my case, the following seem to deem fitting:
Harry Potter Books Six and Seven
Arthur, Little Lulu, Shelby Woo and Clarissa Explains It All *Thanks To Youtube, of course)
Writing Fiction (I thought I didn’t have enough time to actually start writing again)
Old Friends (You know who you are *wink*)
And to add to the long list: YOU.
I’ve actually been doing quite well, you know? I have moved on. I’m not as antagonistic as I used to be towards you but at the same time, I no longer think of you 24/7. I’ve moved on from not having you in my life, I’ve gotten used to the idea of it… But then again, you do something sweet and charming like you did earlier and if I wasn’t strong enough, you would have swept me off my feet again.
It’s your charm, your uncanny ability of making me smile. From the moment I met you, you always made me smile J
Which is truly unfair, boy because as I’ve exhaustively said in my previous entries, you don’t deserve me, so what would the point be right?
What’s the point of going through all the torture again that wasn’t even worth it?
Okay, maybe you were worth a little *wink*
Fact of the matter is and this isn’t something that I would want to admit to you but then again, here it goes: I miss you.
So, I guess the whole point of this entry is to tell you that and whisper a “thank you” because if you were trying to make me smile, you were successful in doing so.
When will our sage ever end?