After my last emotional entry, I don’t think I need a new one right? But what the heck, this is me we’re talking about, so i’ll just go ahead and give it a go.

I went to church this morning and was so grateful over the fact that finally, Pastor Paul is back.

Church today was an amazing experience and effective, to say at the very least because, well, I was jolted out of this little depression thing that I’ve had going on for quite awhile.

I guess you can say that I don’t take it lightly when I don’t get what I want. But then Faye says that it’s all part of the process so I’m taking it all in. But, how do I do just that without falling apart, you know? Like how do I do that without going through the kinks?

Here I go again overanalyzing every single detail of my life. Darn. I was supposed to say that I need a break but you really can’t take a break from reality so I’d rather stop living in this bubble.

I’m such an idealist, it can be so scary.

So, no more depression thing. No more expecting from people.

I’ll just have faith. I lost it for awhile, but I get a feeling that it’s back.

Let’s all have a happy week ahead because I know that I just had a freakkeen lousy one.

🙂