I had a pretty good week, after Pastor Paul’s preaching last Sunday, everything just fell through for me and my family as well.

Almost everything I prayed for were answered this week

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In as much as I enjoyed this week, I still had a few minor bumps along the way.

For one thing it’s that time of the month again and well, I have to install ten billboards by tomorrow which meets my target but still, it’s enough to drive any sane 20 year old crazy.

But I had a shoot with Elle, Mervyn and Patricia and really these pictures just made my week.

Special thanks to Ate Rachel and my loves, Mervyn and Patricia, honestly, I admire your character more. You guys are the sweetest, loveliest people I know 🙂 Yes, even you, Mr. SISC =)

Elle is one of the most beautiful kids I’ve ever met. She was so cooperative during the shoot and obviously, she enjoyed the cameras 🙂 Definitely a star in the making 🙂

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I was randomly listening to my playlist on Itunes (something I have neglected to organize, I must get down to it one of these days) and I was stuck listening to Taylor Swift’s The Way I Loved You and I almost fell over when I realized what the song meant.

Very timely if you ask me because several things were going through my head before my itunes randomly scanned for songs (yes, I do have something about destiny) and landed on that one.

I’m alone in my cubicle and laughing because I’m thinking, “Here I go again” .

Thinking of you when I really should just focus on other things, or specifically, other people. Thinking of you is unfair, but you know, you can’t take that away from me.

The feeling of bittersweet melancholy that I feel whenever I think about you and it’s because, well, I really don’t know. If I had identified the reason why you’re still here then I really wouldn’t waste my time blogging about you right?

Besides, I was the one who said no.

There’s simply something that pulls me back whenever I’ve taken four steps forward.

I guess, we all have our ghosts and for me, that happened to be you.