“What the heck would be the purpose of my blog if I don’t say what I feel. As in what I REALLY feel? Its like sugarcoating my world and trying to present it as perfect. That sucks”

I just thought of that statment right now. I don’t know its weird huh? I mean most of my dear friends who are kind enough to read my blog say that I’m opinionated enough but I think there’s still a part of me that I’m too afraid to share with people. But today, somehow I feel more liberated and I just want to LET IT ALL OUT.

I don’t know what’s with me, but bear with me, will you?

1) I THINK I TALK TOO MUCH.
I just started thinking of it today, like two seconds ago. I don’t think its funny that I can go on and on for like five minutes without stopping. What’s funnier is this: I don’t even know what I’m ranting about I just go go go. I think it annoys the people around me, especially if I’m hyper. That’s when I go on and on and on and on. I think its sickens the people around me. BUT that’s just the way I am. I mean you should worry if I’m not yakking the entire afternoon away. That means something is up. As in something major. Like nathan getting cut from one tree hill. You know drastic things.

2) I FEAR THAT PEOPLE JUDGE ME TOO SOON.
And this is attributed to my smart ass mouth. I think it annoys people that don’t know me. People judge me based on my crazy opinions about life and everything else. AND get this: Just because I say my comments about how someone talks, looks and other whatnots it doesn’t mean I hate them. I just love throwing off comments but I am totally working on shutting up about certain things. And as my friends say, I may look and sound maldita but I AM NOT. I think I don’t treat people in a bitchy way. I DON’T DO THAT UNLESS YOU DO IT TO ME FIRST. But I’m working on that too. Its just too freakin difficult to be MAD AND SULLEN all the time. I think i’m getting to that point in my attitude wherein I JUST DON’T CARE. IF YOU HATE ME, FINE, IF YOU DON’T FINE. I think that’s the only way to go about life. I can’t please people but if they judge just because of who I am on the outside, then they have another think coming.

3) MY LIFE IS WAY TOO BORING.
There’s nothing going on in my life right now. Except for the upcoming finals and the service hours I have to do (can you say “uhoh?”) Nothing major’s happening. Not that I’m complaining, I love the life of no complications-for once. My life is peaceful for once and I don’t think I’m going to come up with my own drama just to mess up the peace. I don’t think I’ll be doing that for awhile.

4) YES, I DID CHANGE BUT NOT FOR THE WORSE
-self explanatory.

5) I AM LOVIN JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE’S “SEXY BACK” AND RIHANNA’S “UNFAITHFUL”
-Justin’s a drug addict. How unmousketter like is that?
6) GREY’S ANATOMY IS THE NEW ONE TREE HILL
-Or maybe not. Now that tree hill season is over for me, grey’s anatomy is quickly catching up. Its so fun. I want to be the doctor, only I cannot stand the sight of blood or anything popping up where its not supposed to. Eww. Forget it. Patrick Dempsey’s hot though. hehe. I still have to catch up on the oc. Gone were the days that I didn’t even miss an episode. Now i’m like a season behind.

7) I WAS ABLE TO SIT THROUGH LAST MONDAY’S SONA
– I had my comments the whole way through that my dad had to hush me up because he couldn’t hear gloria anymore.

Haha. What would life be without my comments, I ask?

NOTHING ABOUT MY LOVELIFE. I DON’T THINK I HAVE ANYTHING SIGNIFICANT TO SHARE JUST YET. HAHA