August 09. 2010

California Girls Monday
I was inspired by my friend, Prex to get bright colored nails!
For the month of July I was wearing dark vinyl blue nails and i liked it but it didn’t make me want to jump for joy every time i looked at them.
So this made my week. Brightly colored nails. 🙂

dear blog,


i have been blogging since 2004. yes, the internet has been filled with my fantastic blogs since i was 15. most of my blog entries were repetitive and most of them dealt with a whole lot of anger.

i was such an angry teenager (if you only met me in the past five years then you haven’t met my cynical alter ego, well you can drop by her sullen site: unauthorized.blogdrive.com i just realized that what’s uploaded on the net stays on the net) and when i look back on her entries, i realized that i have nothing in common with her, which is actually a good thing.
the only thing that held us together was our faith, but aside from that, she was an entirely different person.
it’s kindda nice to write whenever you feel like it, writing is such a release, for me at least. there’s nothing more exhilarating for me than sitting down and just typing my thoughts.
and now that i’ve been blogging for six years and it’s been such a big part of my life, i cannot imagine life without it.
i have no idea what happens when there’s no such thing as the internet anymore, but it would be nice to actually read this when i have grandkids of my own (i wonder what they’ll think of their grandmother when she was 22) and see how much i’ve changed.
what would be sad is actually if i didn’t change.
but i’ll leave that to my future self to worry about.
so i don’t know what’s going to happen tomorrow or if one day i’ll wake up and dislike blogging but for whatever it’s worth, i do like writing and i do like creating memories and my blog has always been there for me through thick and thin, through worthy and unworthy guys, through cheesy love songs and through bitter goodbyes.
so blog, this is an entry in homage to you, you’ve been a pretty great companion thus far. 🙂
cheers to the next six years together 🙂

Empezar

It’s finally over.

Thank you Lord, thank you Lord for allowing me to overcome that situation through Your grace and strength alone.

It was not easy but i’m definitely better because of that pruning season.

Now Lord I know that You have my best interests at heart.

Thank you for constantly blessing me with new beginnings 🙂

of dreams to come true soon

i don’t want to look back anymore, i just want to keep looking forward. no matter what has happened in the past or what i’ve lost, i just want to keep moving forward.

there’s truly no point in looking back or to keep grieving over things that has happened previously, no matter how short previously was.
i just want to thank God for this change of heart that happened this morning. truly, whatever it is that we ask from Him, He answers immediately, as long as it’s in His will.
there are so many good things to look forward to, if the picture is any indication.
i don’t know how God will let it pass, but that’s not my problem, you know, that’s His problem to deal with so I don’t want to worry about it.
i’m just really looking forward to the beautiful things ahead.
hello again, singapore