i plan on doing this! :)

Letter Project

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Grace

it’s so nice to love people when they are indeed nice and fluffy.

what makes it difficult is when there is nothing nice and fluffy about them and the only love that you can give them is the one that you’re obligated to give (you know, the one where you have to smile and be kind and not say anything ill mannered towards the person).
it’s a lot easier to love someone who is quite easy to love, someone who responds to a facebook post or someone who actually replies when you text them, asking them how they are.
it’s so much easier to shine God’s light and share His love towards those who we think “deserve” it.
i’ve been thinking this way for weeks and it’s as if my soul has been trying to make me understand it although my head is too stubborn to actually make sense or too egoistic to accept this little fact that He’s been trying to tell me for the longest time.
because you know, there’s something inside of us that pushes us to demand for love when in truth that is the one thing that we cannot demand from people.
yes, people can actually choose whether or not to love us and most of the time, they don’t.
or they do love us, but somewhere in between, they choose to pause for a bit, probably when they see a little quirk that isn’t too becoming or when they think we eat too much or we talk to much.
it’s quite humbling to know that God knows all of this and yet, He loves me with a perfect love that only He can give. That He doesn’t judge me based on my shortcomings or my weaknesses.
That He loves me even when He knows that I don’t deserve it.
Grace.
And just like that, just by realizing that it’s easier to love people once again, even if they don’t love me in return.
Because you know He did that when I wouldn’t give Him anything at all. 🙂

August 25, 2010: Oh this is me being a hopeless romantic

I read an article about Christian Bautista today and it made me smile to know that there are still decent guys out there just simply waiting for a chance to be known to an equally decent girl (ahem ahem).

It simply coincided with the song in my head today and viola, in the archives of saved tumblr pictures, I found this gem of a photo. I dare-fully credit tumblr for this, please don’t ask for a user name because I have no idea how to navigate through tumblr. However, this picture just truly expresses how I feel today.

It was such a nasty hot day, but I’m pressing forward, knowing that things always turn around for good, especially when we least expect them too J

August 23, 2010: O ye Bright Monday



Since I visited Megamall last Saturday, I decided to drop by their highly useful department store and ended up buying these highly colorful clips that I insist on carrying around everywhere. And yes, that’s Accidentally on Purpose on my ipod.

It’s not How I Met Your Mother funny, but it has its moments, but still it only lasted for one season so I don’t recommend it as much as I recommend Drop Dead Diva. But Jon Foster is so cute, it’s worth the 18 episodes.

It wasn’t such a bright Monday for the country however. I pray the Quirino Grandstand Standoff teaches a thing or two to our corrupt officials. It’s painful to constantly write or even think about it. I just pray for comfort for those who lost loved ones, they are truly the victims of this senseless tragedy.

August 22, 2010: A rather comical Sunday

I went to the Comic Convention to interview two Comic Book artists and it wasn’t funny at all. The interview went well but I was completely lost. It was good for a first try though.

I tried House of Sticks (hella expensive but definitely worth your buck) and saw everyone dressed as animes.

It was a bit hilarious at first because I had no idea what they were talking about at the beginning but I guess that’s why people write so we can discover other things about other people. It made me realize that life truly is not built around just me.

Thank God for that.

August 21, 2010: My Greatest Addiction

Heard so much good things about the series, Accidentally on Purpose so decided to try it out for myself.

I also needed to update on my 90210 trivia so I picked that up to. Everyone knows that I begin my day at 8 am on Saturdays and end it at 3:30 PM at the earliest without a break so going to ruins is a major break for me and the perfect way to end a Saturday night.

So Ronnie Rickets, stay away from my haven!

August 20, 2010: Pop ye’ Cs

This was the first bridal shower that I attended and although it was fairly a simple one with my officemates, it was pretty fun.

The c- blowing game was pretty exciting and it made me laugh really hard. I like having fun, I like laughing, I just don’t understand why those things are so darn oily. That’s the reason why I totally support abstinence.

August 19, 2010: Drink it or Take it, baby

I’m not a drinker. I don’t think life’s problems would be solved by drinking.

But this one particular Thursday night, I was feeling depressed for absolutely no reason at all that I decided to take one for the team.

It failed epically because for one thing it only made me feel sleepy thus making me feel worse. I don’t want to look back on that night because it was pretty pointless. I don’t think I’d touch alcohol again for a very very long time.