uh-oh … there’s that “feeling” again.


The bells were ringing…
my world was spinning
my mind was frozen.
there has been a moment like this once before
and it didn’t end so well.

but I must admit, the feeling isn’t so bad,
its just scary that’s all.
i missed feeling this way.
it just scares the hell out of me.
something so beautiful,
eventually turns out ugly in the end.
so i’d turn away from this for now,
i’m not ready for that yet.