my brady bunch..;)

My family isn’t perfect, we have our moments, our fights and any other normal family things and yet at the end of the day, they’re the only people I am sure i’ve got..

everyone else will come and go…
hurt and leave you….

thank God for my own brady bunch <3!

missing people mode…

Highschool wasn’t perfect. My highschool barkada and I didn’t always get along
We had our tears, a lot of quarrels and inasmuch as I don’t want to admit it, backstfights. But you know what? at the end of the day you only remember the GOOD TIMES.
Zena and I were texting yesterday. I felt alone and she made me feel so much better. I suddenly had the yearning to go back to my checkered uniform, in sir ben’s class, laughing or probably passing notes or both.
I so miss them. :’c I miss being “bia”. Not that carla is such a bad person, she’s simply the odler version of “bia”. (haha…deep!)
There are things about me my college friends would never know of. Simply becasue those things are reserved for the people who have seen me at my worst… yet LOVES me anyway.

HOY! miss ko na kayo! magparamdam kayo! hehehehe!:0

nerds are better boyfriends (or so I heard hahaha)


(Okay, this entry would be REALLY honest, if you find it cheesy skip it na lang…)

I am not in the market for a boyfriend. I am very much happy with my life right now but that doesn’t stop me from making “observations.”
I must admit, I liked someone from my school right now. BUT the feeling was diminished yesterday. I’ve said it in my “purity ring” entry that I would never give up my values for someone. Well, let me expound on that further.
See, I liked that guy. He’s really attractive but the thing is, his life is so… wasted. I wouldn’t get into details but while I was at Starbucks last Friday waiting for my ride when I started “analyzing the situation”. (There was nothing to do really that’s why and it was one of those moements…) Now, I can say that “looks are secondary” honestly.
You see, the guy i liked, inasmuch as he’s “hot”, he wasn’t someone I’d bring home to meet my dad. I’m not looking for somone perfect. I’m just looking for someone with direction. Someone who knows where he’s going in life. Someone who has respect for HIS family and the people around him. Someone who isn’t selfish. Someone who puts other first.
Haha. I just wanted to share my theory. Looks isn’t everything. I sohuld know it took me my whole life to figure that out.

*wink*

So there, screw looks…

I so mean that!:)

the first cut is the deepest… agree!;p

I would have given you all of my heart
But there’s someone who’s torn it apart
And he’s taking almost all that i’ve got
But if you want, i’ll try to love again
Baby i’ll try to love again but i know
The first cut is the deepest, baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
’cause when it comes to being lucky he’s cursed
When it comes to lovin’ me he’s worse
But when it comes to being loved he’s first
That’s how i know
The first cut is the deepest, baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i’ve cried
Cause i’m sure gonna give you a try
And if you want, i’ll try to love again

Filipino Chaos

The Philippines is still undergoing its own real life soap opera. Rallies everywhere, people going on hunger strikes, rude senate presidents showing thier disgust on national television. It’s an ongoing soap opera with a lot of twists and turns, high-highs and low lows. It’s crazy, chaotic and plain embarassing. Okay, I may not be the president’s biggest fan but would people just give her a break? Pinoys love to break the rules, including constitutions. We have no patience at all and want things quick.
It’s just ironic that during EDSA 2, people were so pro-gloria. So, what’s the difference now? She cheated her way to presidency? Well, who do people want to lead? FPJ? With all due respect to the late “the king”, I liked him and believed he was a good person, its probably just people around him and his wife that’s pushing them to power. (Power,i’ve realized is very tempting) Let’s do a trial on it and see what happens. We have to wait but what the hell but that’s the law. If we had a good judiciary then maybe we wouldn’t have to wait so long.
Anothing thing that bothers me about the Philippines is the “crab mentality”. Its getting worse. I’ve never heard Pinoys speak well of each other. Well maybe they do but its obviously wrapped in “plastic”.
We should learn to get over these things. Most of what people say are plain bull anyway. Everyone wants power, its depressing.
If the Filipinos practiced the “live and let live” mantra, I think we’ll be at a so much better place.