Boy meets Girl.
Boy pursues Girl.
Girl falls in love.
Boy stops calling.
Girl asks why.
Boy never replies.

Its a never ending cycle…

And maybe this cycle is the reason why I’m so damn afraid

.:. I miss my angels .:.

.:. My wonderful Hyenas.:.
Finding people as whacked and loka loka as me is a rare find. But what can I say? I’ve been blessed. 🙂

.:. The New Me .:.

Over the weekend, I’d like to think that I had a major personality overhaul. Okay, I think i haven’t changed completely. It tooke me seventeen years to get where I am, or at least where I used to be. But I got tired of who I was. I mean, don’t get me wrong I like myself but there are pieces of me that i don’t like. My dad told me that I should let go of the past, be nicer to people and return meaness with kindness. This time I listened to what he said and tried to do it for myself. Its been new to me, but I think I’m doing okay. Its not the easiest thing to do but I prayed and asked for “kindness” so thats what I did. The Lord gives and provides… all we have to do is ask. I think I am going to start posting more personal entries. I think that goes with being authentic-one that I’m striving to be.

.:. How Superficial I was .:.
I was going through my whacked duo, Kae’s blog (iloveskyflakes.blogspot.com) and I got into her entry about superficiality. Well, it really wasn’t about superficiality but it said something about that so that got me thinking. For the first time i realized how superficial I was for the past six weeks of college. I have forgotten that what matters is how the person is on the inside. I’m old enough to know that. But let’s say that i’m only human and got carried away. But my superficiality streak is over now. There’s more to life than plain good looks and its plain better to get to know a person and each time you see that person,that person becomes more beautiful because they have substance.

they love the camera as much as i do <3

I’ve been here before. Liking someone just because that person reminds me of someone. I know its unfair and its not … I don’t know right.
Okay, I have to go. People need the computer. hehe.;p

.:. WHO I REALLY WANT TO MEET .:.
“if its worth the wait…then ill wait”=)

“i dont know when my next perfect moment would be or would it ever happen again. All I know is this: that one moment that I’ve been blessed with is enough to last me this lifetime.”

“you’re so close but still a world away”

Why can’t I shake off the nerves?
I can do this
Breathe breathe breathe
i can do this …

.:. I’ve been thinking .:.

The Lord would have not given this to me if I couldn’t do it. I am keeping the faith. Its not the easiest thing to do, but I HAVE FAITH.Nothing is impossible with Him. That has been proven to me so many times.
So, I continue praying. The Lord is faithful. 😉

****
Whenever I rememeber that moment, my world still stops and I still hear that “tug tug tug dug dug” sound inside of me. I know that’s so cheesy, but really even as i’m writing this down, the hairs at the back of my neck are standing up and its not fear.
I have butterflies in my stomach.
Cheesy but true.
****
What have I been ranting about in my past entries? I am blessed. There’s nothing to be sad/ upset about. What doesn’t kill you would only make you stronger.

So so true.

.:. Can’t help but feel this way .:.


” I see you through the smoky air,
Can’t you feel the weight of my stare?
You’re so close but still a world away.”