With God’s grace, I know ill get through it just fine. 😉

Oh please help me get through midterm week. Please oh please

.:. What I have to do tomorrow .:.

Study for M.I.S.
Chrong’s lunch
Review Math when I get home

.:. What I have to do Thursday Night.:.

Review CCS

.:. Friday Afternoon.:.

M.I.S. again
CCS
Math.

English for Business

.:. You know what? It really does get better .:.
I was so frustrated at myself last Friday. I was really disappointed. But after all the crying and hysteria, I got over myself and realized that there’s always a lesson to be learned. So, i’m moving on. Lesson Learned. Stop crying and beating myself up over it.

.:. A promise I once made .:.

I made a promise last summer and I kindda stirred away from it during the first month of my college life. But i’m keeping my promise this time.

.:. Just a trivia .:.

Think about this. With one person who hates you, there are two who love you. So forget about those who hate you and concentrate on the one who love you.

.:. New Songs .:.
I was looking for Great Big Sea’s “Ordinary Day” I couldn’t. Its such a great school, try listening to it. 😉

Another Kelly Clarkson song I could relate to.
*wink*

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the nigh
tFor the same damn thing

( I totally get this song. Sayang *sigh*)

Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right
Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cuz I don’t knowI don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so longSo long
He’s soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take

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mwah mwah mwah

I love my blog’s new layout design!
thanks paolo 😉

i am not depressed anymore. i just don’t have much time. oh and since I can’t place stupid pictures in this so arte blog i’ve made an multiply account:
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visit please=) mwah mwah

Okay, I’ve been a bit negative for the past week. Maybe its because I’ve been so pressured to do well and that I haven’t given myself time to relax and rest. Maybe, I should take a break this weekend. Give myself the rest I deserve.
Ohwell… I should try being more optimistic.