I am so happy about my new blog’s layout. It seems as if everything’s lighter, i sure hope my entries would be lighter as well. So, my batchmates turned LaSallites are now having thier first day of school. I wonder how it went..=)
Well,don’t let my new blog layout fool you. Im still pretty much involved in the “issues” of the society. Like the unfair commercialism, how bad the economy is and how much I want GMA to be impeached.But im not in the mood to talk about that right now. Hehehe=)
I called my school awhile ago and I just got hold of the fact that I will be having Saturday classes. Excuse the ignorance but I thought my school didn’t have Saturday classes. Wahaha, i could be so stupid sometimes.=’p
I wonder why when I check my blog and click on the view profile nothing comes out. I filled in all the necessary information needed but nothing came out. Boo-hoo. This whole new-age technology thing is way too foreign to me.
anyway,just continue reading and leaving your comments they’re very much appreciated=)

WOULDN’T IT BE NICE?
BEACH BOYS
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy
Wouldn’t it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice

I have decided to go old school and do my blog this way. There is beauty in simplicity, just take a look at my blog and look there’s no tag board but you could leave comments na. Yipppee.. Please do leave comments. Your wishes have been granted you can now leave comments. wahahaha=)

Praying really hard that tears come out and you lose track of time.

Recieving text messages from friends that genuinely show thier concern.

Talking to your friends.

Knowing that things would get better.

Listening to Southborder’s Rainbow… Always helps.=)

My knees are shaking but im sitting down so i don’t know if that’s possible. My heart’s breaking, I could heart it tinker into little pieces…
Okay enough of this hoola balloh, i’ve got a lot of things going on in my mind. Okay, have you read the “sabi ko na nga ba” entry? Well, it turns out to be true.
My dear friends “he” turns out to be a chauvinistic ( at this point i don’t care whether i spell that right or not), a huge conformist and true player (and we are not talking about basketball here).
A bucket of cold water has been poured on me, can this week get any worse? But to be honest, I don’t feel bad at all. Know why? That girl’s trash. Haha, im just kidding. Ohwell, you get my point.
But at the same time it gives me a new sense of freedom. Freedom because at least I could get on with my college life without the baggage. I could start anew.
No thoughts remain.. only this..
the whole thing about destiny and how i used to believe in it…well, its all BS now.

So sorry for the stupid thingies in between my letters. Those are actually apostrophes, quotation marks…well you get my point. i do hope you still get what im trying to say. ohwell . . .

BEFOFE I BEGIN:
MANY THANKS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TIRE OF ME AND MY MANY THOUGHTS. THANK YOU TO ZENA AND JEN (I LOVE YOUR NEW NAMES, ALTHOUGH IT FEELS AS IF YOUR MOCKING ME.MWAHAHAHAHAHA!) OH AND JEN THANK YOU FOR YOUR TESTIMONIAL, I WAITED TWO YEARS FOR IT.=) THANK YOU TO SASHA FOR LEAVING A COMMENT. MIA, FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS DROPPING BY AND LEAVING A COMMENT AND THEA FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS READING MY ENTRIES. LOVE YAAAHHH!!=) AND TO THE OTHERS READING THIS THANKS FOR DROPPING BY AND PLEASE DO LEAVE A COMMENT THANKS!!=)
Lovin JoJo’s cd! Haha, although I have to secretly snag it from my brother its worth it. I love her songs.=) Anthony was voted off American Idol, boo-hoo. But its okay I know he wasn’t the most talented of the bunch but I thought he was cute. Hehe=) Aah, another Ryan Merriman fest on the way, May 22, hallmark. SPIN!!=) =)
College is starting in less than a month! Aahh! I still haven’t bought my notebooks and other school supplies. Hehe. And I have to go and pick up my uniforms. Hehe.=) I cannot believe that my batchmates are starting school next week. That makes the whole thing sink in. WE’RE GOING TO COLLEGE!!!!! The past two months passed by like a blur and everything’s happening so fast!
Inasmuch as I don’t want to admit it, I miss ICA already!=) I miss the comfort of its classrooms and hallways. Haha, I am having another major mushfest. Ohwell. Yu-shuu, I bet you guys are missing it too. Boo-hoo.=)
I’m glad school’s starting again, I’ll be having daily allowance again. Yippeee!!!=) I really want to buy new books. I feel as if something’s missing because I haven’t had a new book in over a month. Aaahhh… I am so bored already.
I caught Chad Michael Murray the other day on Jay Leno (so funny). Who would have thought that he used to be a geek? Yes, Chad Michael Murray a geek, go figure. Oh and he got married to Sophia Bush three weeks ago. They look good together. Anyway, the reason why I wrote that down is because he said that someone is going to get killed at OTH’s season finale. I don’t care who gets killed, I just hope it isn’t Nathan. Haha.=)
Ohwell, I want to rant again about Gloria Arroyo and how much our economy has sucked, but I’d rather keep this entry light. Although, just allow me to voice out is that she’s not doing such a good job. All she ever does is travel and show off to the public her grandchildren, nothing wrong with that. Its just unfair how these infants get showered with gifts when really old people hardly get left over food. =’o
Another friend of mine has crossed the Atlantic once again to search for greener pastures. Boo-hoo. Miss you Candy!=’c Daisy’s back, thank goodness! I missed you=) I caught OTH last night. Jake’s back! Jake’s back! It was such a sad episode. Boo-hoo for brooke and lucas=’c and I think it was really stupid of Haley to choose Chris over Nathan, yup really stupid=’p

It was not expected,
The time wasn’t even recorded.Their eyes met,
Her world stopped turning.
Everyone else just faded into oblivion,
She heard music playing somewhere.
The moment was perfect and spoke for itself.

She wished that she could have saved that moment,
Because deep inside she had doubts of it ever happening again.

For the first time in her life,
The cliché came true.
Her heart leapt out of her chest,
She couldn’t hear anything but the music
And she was speechless.

The clock’s ticking,
The sand in the hour glass is slowly fading.
The sun’s setting,
Yet another day is about to end.
She waits for another dawn,
Hoping that that day would be the day.

She doesn’t care how long it will take,
She will keep her promise,
To wait …No matter how many dawn it takes.

( A conversation made about two days ago. My mom and an old friend were chatting about life and then some. As usual, I wasn’t paying attention until I heard this…)

Mum’s friend: “You know he’s a really nice guy. He helped us a lot”

(At the mention of the “name” my mom looks at me with a snide smile. My younger brother who was tinkering with his phone looked up and gave me a mischievous smile. I hope I wasn’t blushing. Mum’s friend notices.)

Mum’s friend: “Why what’s up with you and the son of “toot”?

(At this point my mom looks at me)

Mum’s friend: “Why? Tell me na. NaCute ka kay “toot”?”
( I am turning beat red, I know this because my younger brother is looking at me with that annoying look on his face.)

My dear mum: “Cute, cute lang. Bata pa yan.”

(Duh. My mom’s friend smiles at me. I smile back, still trying to kick my mom’s leg under the table)

Mum’s friend: “Naku, un! Naku, ang daming girls noon. He goes through girls like he goes through dirty laundry”

( At this point, I smile and sip my coffee. Without looking at my brother I know he is giving me his, “I TOLD YOU SO” face. My mom, in fairness defends him.)
My dear mum: “Eh mukha namang mabait ah.”

(My tita laughs and says something about silent waters. Finally, the topic is switched to my choice of school. Thankfully.)

Okay, I know I shouldn’t judge him based on that alone. Seriously, you know what I was thinking? I was thinking, “well, that’s expected.” Let me elaborate, girls are literally throwing themselves at him (Zena and I are wondering day and night why though) who wouldn’t be tempted. He is so not a saint. My mom and I continued talking about that topic all throughout the day and she said the same thing. She said that its only expected of him to be like that or labeled as that. Maybe, he has a lot of girl friends, not girlfriends. Okay, maybe I’m in denial here, but do you get my point here? I have no right to judge him because that’s what people think of him. In fairness to my mom, she seems to give him a lot of benefit of the doubt. She even said that she admired him ‘cause he can be alone, another indication that what was said to me isn’t true.
But then again, you’d never know. So, I’m glad I was given that warning. Despite my mom and I giving him the benefit of the doubt I couldn’t take away my younger brother’s “I TOLD YOU SO” face out of my mind and I couldn’t help thinking, “sabi ko na nga ba ganun din siya”
What am I yakking about anyway, I don’t even know him. Wahaha. I probably got y’all confused already.=)