GO GIN KINGS!!!!:-)

I don’t think I have to remind people that I am a major one tree hill fan. Eversince it started, james lafferty aka Nathan Scott has stolen my heart completley. Haha. Excuse the gradeschool infatuation but I swear, I am so hooked. He’s got that something that makes me *SWOON*. And now i’m getting kindda pookie because everyone loves one tree hill and everyone thinks he’s hot (well most of them anyway. What is it with chad michael murray? ewww.. such a cliche) anyway, he’s SO hot. *drool*. And his acting skills are getting better and better. And HE PLAYS BASKETBALL. *sigh*

When I was in my “rebel stage” I grew a sense of admiration for angelina jolie-the poster girl for being a rebel without a cause. I was thirteen and I wanted to be like her already. Just like any normal fan, I researched on the daredevil and realized that there is more to her than meets the eye. The whole ambassador thing has made me even a bigger fan of ms. jolie. And for the record, I never ever hated her when she started going out with brad pitt. I don’t think the whole breakup of brad pitt and jennifer aniston’s marriage was her fault. I think she was just at the right place at the wrong time or something like that. Her charity work is so inspiring and amazing. It’s like she has this sense of inner peace because she GIVES instead of TAKES. It’s awe-spiring. Brad Pitt is climbing my hot guy chart as well but then again… no one can ever beat James Lafferty in my heart… but that is saved for another entry.:)

We’re college students and almost legal (i’m almost legal in less than a month, ain’t that cool) but that doesn’t excuse us from acting less than silly. Of course after a year into this crazy and wild friendship, we’ve been through our own drama (ohgad, it just keeps getting in the WAY!!!) but we’ve managed to get pass that and become better. Now, I don’t want to get all cheesy and mushy but i am so glad that at the end of the day I’ve got my two hyenas to back me up. In a sense, its comforting to know that I don’t have to explain anything to them- they just get it, even the constant mood swings and the irreplacable need to vent about something totally irrelevant every FIVE minutes. i LOVE them to death and of course, aside from family members, they are the ones who totally know everything about me and my aheem… non existent lovelife. wehehe. I love you girls and to more years of wonderful craziness.:)

WEAR RED TOMORROW:)

1. looks or charms?
– charms

2. love that never was or love that could’ve been?
– that could’ve been…hmmm.

3. end up with a person who has everything you
want and looking for, or end up with someone you
totally connect with?
– someone i can connect with.

4. be with a person you have lots in common with,
or someone with a different personality from you?
– hmmm…. be with a person with a different personality, just to add that much needed zest in my life.

5.an inner bad boy/girl or an inner good boy/girl?
– inner good..:))

6. smart or funny?
– i believe that in order to be funny, one has to be smart.

7. a person more adventurous or a person more
laid-back?
– more adventurous?

8. think first before falling in love; or fall in
love first, think later?
– think first. we all know how many people have messed up lives because they didn’t think first.

9. give up everything for love or give up love to
live your dreams?
– the cynic that i am, i chose to give up love to live my dreams. I don’t think i can give up something for someone who wouldn’t stay and back me up. cynical huh?

10. when you found someone you love; would you
get into a relationship with that person knowing for
sure it wouldn’t last, or just be friends with
them so that he will always be there?
– i don’t think ill do anything. whatever’s meant to happen will happen anyway so why worry?

11. meet “the one” at first love or have other
relationships before finally meeting “the one”?
– the one at first love. why go through all the crap if you know who you’re going to end up with anyway?

12. would you fall for someone you can’t have, or
forget about it and distance yourself from him?
– if its not for me then its best to JUST LET IT GO.

13. do you believe true love lasts forever or true
love’s forever is whatever length of time you get
to spend together?
– ha….how would a cynic answer that?

14. find love or wait for love?
– wait for love…:)

15. would you settle for someone or continue to
wait for someone that might never come?
– wait for someone that will never come? hmmm… i don’t know. its kindda unfair to settle for someone just for the sake of it. better to be alone than to be with someone just for the sake of it. when i finally get in relationship it would be because that person is the one that i’ve been waiting for. THAT would make everything else worth it.

16. seek approval of important people in your life
before you marry some, or it’s your decision
and your decision alone-
seek approval. advice from people won’t hurt me or kill the relationship. they must know something i don’t.

17. making a commitment: easy or hard?
– easy. if the person is THE ONE then everything else will just fall into place. i don’t have to work at anything. if its meant to be it will be.

Do you smoke?
* NO
How many cups of coffee are you capable ofdrinking in a day?
~*ME?? haha… more than 4 but never less than 3…haha…certified coffee addict:)
Ever laughed even though there’s nothing really funny?
~* YUP. IT gets me in trouble especially if the person/professor wasn’t really making a joke.
Ever cried when there’s nothing really worth crying about?
~* haha YEAH. I cry over everything. Embarassing story, I ended up crying once while doing the whole magic sing thing. It was so EMBARASSING because we were at another person’s place. I had a rough day and the song I chose didn’t really help. Dummy.
Ever tried “magwala”?
~* tried being the term here. I don’t make “wala” (yuck, i hate the way I said that) I cry like crazy, which is sometimes more degrading.
Have you ever gone to your morning class not having washed your face?
~* NEVER. I don’t even go outside our door without washing my face. arte noh?
How about going to class completely clueless thatyou have an exam?
~* in highschool yeah…:)
Do you still sleep eventhough you have a schoolpaper due the next day?
~* yup, i do it way before its due. Sorry, walang social life eh. ganyan talaga. heehee.
May nakapagsabi na ba sayo na masungit ka?
~* yup.
What did you say? (in response to the previousquestion?)
~* “eh kasi ikaw eh…” heehe putting the blame on that same person helps. trust me.heehee;)
Who is the most important person in your liferight now?
~* my family and this one…haha… basta.
What was the most painful thing you’ve caused tothe person you love?
~* oh gad, i don’t want to get into this NOW. i’ve just retired from being the dramaqueen.
How can you say you love a person?
* AHH. i was just pondering on this earlier. when you cry at the thought that something bad might happen to that person. it kills me just thinking of not being able to do anything to protect that person. ahem.
Can you afford to love two people at the sametime?
~* nope. sometimes i can’t even afford to love ONE. too many risks.

Would you fight for the one you love, or would youlet her/him go?
~* would the one im fighting for back me up? or will i be left fighting the battle ALONE?
Which is harder, tell a friend you love him/her orjust hide it?
~* ask me when i finally know the answer.

“People are all the same, they only get judged by what they do. Personality reflects name, if i’m ugly then so are you, so are you.”

I’m not sure if I got the lyrics right, but I guess I got pretty close. That song is SO TRUE. You see, I finally got over the “i’m-so-pangit-stage”. Seriously, when i was in gradeschool I was SO good at giving myself anti-feel good tactics. I was a champion at something like that.

BUT now, I’m quite the opposite, now I can find ways to “pep” myself up. And that’s because I realized something really important.

what makes one really beautiful is how they feel on the inside.

I know, I know it’s such a CLICHE. BUT its the TRUTH.

I feel so much better about myself when I’m nice to people instead of being arrogant towards them .I feel even better when the person that I was nice to wasn’t really nice back. Somehow, there’s that sense of satisfaction when you be nice instead of bitchy. THAT makes one beautiful.

NO matter how beauitful one is physically, it deteriorates if a person is arrogant and/or bossy and/or bitchy or… well you know the deal.

IT’S an amazing realization really. You could be dressed in rags and still be the most beautiful person in the room.

It’s because THE INNER ALWAYS OUTSHINES THE OUTER.

Food for thought. It may actually help:)

AS USUAL GO GIN KINGS:)