So sorry for the stupid thingies in between my letters. Those are actually apostrophes, quotation marks…well you get my point. i do hope you still get what im trying to say. ohwell . . .

BEFOFE I BEGIN:
MANY THANKS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TIRE OF ME AND MY MANY THOUGHTS. THANK YOU TO ZENA AND JEN (I LOVE YOUR NEW NAMES, ALTHOUGH IT FEELS AS IF YOUR MOCKING ME.MWAHAHAHAHAHA!) OH AND JEN THANK YOU FOR YOUR TESTIMONIAL, I WAITED TWO YEARS FOR IT.=) THANK YOU TO SASHA FOR LEAVING A COMMENT. MIA, FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS DROPPING BY AND LEAVING A COMMENT AND THEA FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS READING MY ENTRIES. LOVE YAAAHHH!!=) AND TO THE OTHERS READING THIS THANKS FOR DROPPING BY AND PLEASE DO LEAVE A COMMENT THANKS!!=)
Lovin JoJo’s cd! Haha, although I have to secretly snag it from my brother its worth it. I love her songs.=) Anthony was voted off American Idol, boo-hoo. But its okay I know he wasn’t the most talented of the bunch but I thought he was cute. Hehe=) Aah, another Ryan Merriman fest on the way, May 22, hallmark. SPIN!!=) =)
College is starting in less than a month! Aahh! I still haven’t bought my notebooks and other school supplies. Hehe. And I have to go and pick up my uniforms. Hehe.=) I cannot believe that my batchmates are starting school next week. That makes the whole thing sink in. WE’RE GOING TO COLLEGE!!!!! The past two months passed by like a blur and everything’s happening so fast!
Inasmuch as I don’t want to admit it, I miss ICA already!=) I miss the comfort of its classrooms and hallways. Haha, I am having another major mushfest. Ohwell. Yu-shuu, I bet you guys are missing it too. Boo-hoo.=)
I’m glad school’s starting again, I’ll be having daily allowance again. Yippeee!!!=) I really want to buy new books. I feel as if something’s missing because I haven’t had a new book in over a month. Aaahhh… I am so bored already.
I caught Chad Michael Murray the other day on Jay Leno (so funny). Who would have thought that he used to be a geek? Yes, Chad Michael Murray a geek, go figure. Oh and he got married to Sophia Bush three weeks ago. They look good together. Anyway, the reason why I wrote that down is because he said that someone is going to get killed at OTH’s season finale. I don’t care who gets killed, I just hope it isn’t Nathan. Haha.=)
Ohwell, I want to rant again about Gloria Arroyo and how much our economy has sucked, but I’d rather keep this entry light. Although, just allow me to voice out is that she’s not doing such a good job. All she ever does is travel and show off to the public her grandchildren, nothing wrong with that. Its just unfair how these infants get showered with gifts when really old people hardly get left over food. =’o
Another friend of mine has crossed the Atlantic once again to search for greener pastures. Boo-hoo. Miss you Candy!=’c Daisy’s back, thank goodness! I missed you=) I caught OTH last night. Jake’s back! Jake’s back! It was such a sad episode. Boo-hoo for brooke and lucas=’c and I think it was really stupid of Haley to choose Chris over Nathan, yup really stupid=’p

It was not expected,
The time wasn’t even recorded.Their eyes met,
Her world stopped turning.
Everyone else just faded into oblivion,
She heard music playing somewhere.
The moment was perfect and spoke for itself.

She wished that she could have saved that moment,
Because deep inside she had doubts of it ever happening again.

For the first time in her life,
The cliché came true.
Her heart leapt out of her chest,
She couldn’t hear anything but the music
And she was speechless.

The clock’s ticking,
The sand in the hour glass is slowly fading.
The sun’s setting,
Yet another day is about to end.
She waits for another dawn,
Hoping that that day would be the day.

She doesn’t care how long it will take,
She will keep her promise,
To wait …No matter how many dawn it takes.

( A conversation made about two days ago. My mom and an old friend were chatting about life and then some. As usual, I wasn’t paying attention until I heard this…)

Mum’s friend: “You know he’s a really nice guy. He helped us a lot”

(At the mention of the “name” my mom looks at me with a snide smile. My younger brother who was tinkering with his phone looked up and gave me a mischievous smile. I hope I wasn’t blushing. Mum’s friend notices.)

Mum’s friend: “Why what’s up with you and the son of “toot”?

(At this point my mom looks at me)

Mum’s friend: “Why? Tell me na. NaCute ka kay “toot”?”
( I am turning beat red, I know this because my younger brother is looking at me with that annoying look on his face.)

My dear mum: “Cute, cute lang. Bata pa yan.”

(Duh. My mom’s friend smiles at me. I smile back, still trying to kick my mom’s leg under the table)

Mum’s friend: “Naku, un! Naku, ang daming girls noon. He goes through girls like he goes through dirty laundry”

( At this point, I smile and sip my coffee. Without looking at my brother I know he is giving me his, “I TOLD YOU SO” face. My mom, in fairness defends him.)
My dear mum: “Eh mukha namang mabait ah.”

(My tita laughs and says something about silent waters. Finally, the topic is switched to my choice of school. Thankfully.)

Okay, I know I shouldn’t judge him based on that alone. Seriously, you know what I was thinking? I was thinking, “well, that’s expected.” Let me elaborate, girls are literally throwing themselves at him (Zena and I are wondering day and night why though) who wouldn’t be tempted. He is so not a saint. My mom and I continued talking about that topic all throughout the day and she said the same thing. She said that its only expected of him to be like that or labeled as that. Maybe, he has a lot of girl friends, not girlfriends. Okay, maybe I’m in denial here, but do you get my point here? I have no right to judge him because that’s what people think of him. In fairness to my mom, she seems to give him a lot of benefit of the doubt. She even said that she admired him ‘cause he can be alone, another indication that what was said to me isn’t true.
But then again, you’d never know. So, I’m glad I was given that warning. Despite my mom and I giving him the benefit of the doubt I couldn’t take away my younger brother’s “I TOLD YOU SO” face out of my mind and I couldn’t help thinking, “sabi ko na nga ba ganun din siya”
What am I yakking about anyway, I don’t even know him. Wahaha. I probably got y’all confused already.=)

WARNING:
These odd facts are just a few of the many weird/quirky traits about me. Some of these facts may change over mood swings. These are a handful of things about me, but then again there’s still a lot to know. *wink*

I am a frustrated cheerleader.
– During my primary years I was always a “cheerleader” for my class but then again is that even considered? So, my cheerleading stint ended in fourth grade, maybe that was that time my “real” dancing skills have been revealed… Hmm, I wonder.

I actually enjoyed GEOM, CHEM, BUSINESS MATH and BIOLOGY.
– What can I say? I was simply challenged=)

I loved C.H.A.
– I pretended not to like it. But I loved it and I met the best people in my life there.=)

I am a huge sap who cries over every single romantic gesture.
-Whether or not the romantic gesture is for me, I always get teary eyed. Okay, I really don’t need to elaborate, right?!

I am not serious all the time.
– That’s true. I don’t worry about the economic status of the Philippines all the time or the fact that there are more than a thousand kids who go to sleep hungry ever day. Nope, I don’t go talking about that all the time. I love mimicking accents, dancing when no one’s looking and singing at the top of my lungs.

I love making fun of other people’s accents.
-Not to be mean or anything, I just can’t help it. One of the many reasons why I love Sir Ben.=)

I can be shy around new people
– Some people may take my silence as me being snobby or me thinking that im better than them but really its that simple. I am a shy person.

I can talk for two hours straight but stay silent for that same duration of time when upset and/or don’t like the person im talking to or where the conversation is going.
– ‘nuff said.

I’d rather hang out with kids rather than stuck up snobs.
-Again, ‘nuff said.

I love kiddie shows
– And I don’t mean “pacute” cartoons and TV shows (like Spongebob Squarepants, As told by Ginger or Hey Arnold) bur really babyish shows/cartoons like Dora, Franklin, Bananas in Pajamas, Sesame street…you get it.

I love peanut butter and banana sandwich.
– And other weird combinations like oreo dipped in peanut butter or Mang Tomas with fish fillet. Oh and I cannot eat peanut butter with just peanut butter. Haha.

When I’m mad, I hardly say anything.
-But the minute I’m alone in my room words come pouring in my journal. The words take up more than two pages. At the very least.

I always fall for the good, squeaky clean, lanky guys.
-Okay, maybe not that specifically. I just don’t fall for the “popular” guy. For example, would I chose Chad Michael Murray over James Lafferty? No. In a room full of guys, I would most likely end up with the one sitting in one corner rather than the one “working” the room.

I love watching local afternoon game shows.
– Just so I’d know if I am able to answer the questions. Haha.

I love videoke.
I am not as sweet as people assume me to be. I think its inhumane for someone to be smiling 24/7 without ever getting pissed.

I am hurt again, betrayed again,.
But this time, the hurt only stings.
I don’t break,
Not anymore.
Instead, I stand on both feet,
But my head still hung low.
I feel like a deflated balloon,
Deflated of its air, of its shape.
The string holds me down.
There’s no reason for me to slumber,
I still have a whole world to discover.

I have turned over a new leaf,
My new life begins now.
I am okay.Alone but strong,
Alone but not weeping.
Unloved but toughened by mistakes.
I am alone again… naturally,
But for the first time ever,
I am smiling.

About two summers ago, Meteor Garden went on air and I totally despised it. Really, I was thinking how baduy and corny it was. Even when my junior year started and everyone was into it, I chose to stay away from the whole pandemonium.
This summer’s different. They are now airing it again at a much convenient time (before it used to be shown the same time that Lizzie Mc Guire was on air. Come on, who doesn’t like Lizzie McGuire?) and I am hooked. I am loving the whole San Cai (did I spell that right? Or is with an “H”?), Dao and Wazu Lei love story. Okay, maybe I am a little bit outdated and people other than myself already know the story and who’s going to end up with who, but I couldn’t help it. It’s so addicting.
It has that super kilig factor and there are some scenes that would make your eyes water. Aaahhh!!! Dao is so sweet! In a super possessive way, that is. But you know what? I don’t find any of the members of F4 cute at all. I like Xing Ha (okay, is that another misspelling?), San Cai’s bestfriend. Yup, that’s him.
Now, I know why everyone was so into it. It’s so cute. Oh and there’s another show that’s got me hooked – Veronica Mars.
I know what you guys are thinking, “she seriously needs a life”
Ha! I second that!=)

I am so sorry I missed last Saturday’s bash.=’c Something came up (in short, I wasn’t allowed-again. Nothing new) I heard you guys had a lot of fun. (Fun, without me. Ha, impossible. Haha. I bet namiss niyo ko *wink*)
Ohwell, belated happy birthday IJ! Advance happy birthday to Miko and Mia!=) Bon Voyage to Ashley (rising star!!). And to to those who are going to DLSU, school starts next week, enjoy the remaining days of your summer and have fun in DLSU (Pao, ADMU parin!)=)
I seriously miss all of you.. Raincheck!? =)

A local morning talk show had a very interesting topic last week. It was about love for family and of course love for that special significant other. (Filipinos always love sappy stories and believe in all that mushfest, so don’t blame me.)
Anyway, what got my attention was the fact that the people interviewed for that day all believed in DESTINY. So, that proves that I am not insane after all. *sigh*
There was one couple who were separated for seventeen years and then saw each other and got back together. Seventeen years!! Also, one actress said that even before you have met that person God had it all figured out. Very well said.=)

So, I am not insane. See, there are people who believe in what I believe in no matter how crappy it sounds. Its either that or there is really something wrong with this country.
*wink*