These past few months, I’ve been ranting about how much I miss my girls and highschool. Finally, my parents allowed me to go out (yes, inasmuch as its embrassing to admit my parents still keep a tightguard on me) and my girls and I (with roy and beshi, miko was there but dissappeared with Jen to “talk”.hehe) saw each other today. I super missed them and highschool as well.=)
It was kindda embrassing to go around town taking pictures of each other anywhere we could. I remember Lily’s comment very well, “sabi siguro nung ibang tao first time natin mag-town” People probably thought we were from the province. Sheesh.=)
I actually had a few hesitations before reaching the mall. My friends and I only kept in touch through text the whole summer, I had this scary feeling that maybe we all just stare at each other, uncomfortable. Of course, I was so wrong. We picked up right where we left off. It was as if we didn’t graduate and we would all be going back to our dear alma mater this coming school year. *wink*
I super enjoyed today and bonding with my friends. Too bad, I didn’t have enough money to go catch a movie, no thanks to starbucks. Hehe. =)
Aww guys, I really had fun. I know it would take some time before we see each other again (drama na naman) but im so glad that there weren’t any uncomfortable silences among us. Keep in touch (as I always say). Oh and kax thanks a mill for the magazines, I am so happy it made my week, no my month! hehe=)
Btw, Jen where were you??!!! hehe..=)
aluvya guys….*mmmmmwaaahhhhh*

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Your crush suddenly asks you out?
>>> i doubt ryan merriman would fly all the way here just so he could ask me out. *wink*
You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?
>>> not do anything, its none of my business.=)
Your parents had another baby?
>>> i’d probably be too shocked and grossed out to react..haha…=)
You’re trapped in a building about to explode?
>>> id look for the nearest window so the effect would be dramatic..hahaha=))
You were granted one wish?
> i’d get all whine-y and continue saying, “can i have more, can i have more?” in an annoying way till the genie or whoever grants me the wish gives in and gives me more..ha!
Aliens invaded earth?
>>> can i have a picture? …thanks… this would so go to my friendster account..haha
A guy (or girl if you’re a guy) suddenly kissed you?
>>> it wouldn’t be so bad if its ryan merriman, james lafferty or val kilmer. other than that …they better run…wahaha…. and cover thier ears while doing so…haha
You won a date with your celeb crush?
>> AAHHHHHHHHHHAAHHHH…. speechless for sure…haha
You were given a blue car?
>> why blue?!
Your girlfriend/boyfriend breaks up with you???
>>> there’s nothing you could do about that..accept it and move on..*sigh* *wink*
You win a million dollars?
>>> hmmm…go to ireland and then put it in the back until i finally know what to do it. oh and get myself a powerbook…haay, umasa pa…hehe
Someone gives you flowers?
>>> thank you and ask why …hehe..typical…
You receive a love letter in your locker?
>>> thank you… if i don’t know who the person is rack my brains out trying to figure out who that person is.
You fail your exam?
>>> its not like i haven’t failed before…hehe
You get first in class?
>>> first what?
You get fired?
>>> put on a smiley face and shout to my boss,” ILL BE RICHER THAN YOU,YOU SCUM” haha…nah, id probably just walk away say that quietly to myself…hehehe
Your best friend betrays you?
>>> nothing new…KIDDING!! *wink*
You had to choose between your boyfriend/girlfriend and your best friend?
>>> that’s unfair. why do i have to chose?!
You miss your ex?
>>> zzzzzz
You want to call her/him?
>>> zzzzzz
What can u say to those who are reading this rightnow?
>>> HIIII!!!!!=))))

STAND BY ME
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we’ll see
No I won’t be afraid
Oh I won’t be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
So darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won’t cry, I won’t cry
No I won’t shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin’ darlin’ stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Whenever you’re in trouble just stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, oh stand, stand by me

“Don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you’ve got ’till its gone…”
Big Yellow Taxi -counting crows

May’s almost finished. School is about to start and I could kiss my lazy summer days goodbye.=) I haven’t had a good sleep in a week, I miss school and my friends.
I had a good conversation with an old friend last night. He already started school and without a doubt he told me that he missed highschool. I couldn’t agree more. Sometimes we get so wrapped around the new things, worried about what the future holds that we forget how wonderful it is to just sit down and talk with an old friend about the good old times.
It felt so good to talk to someone who knew you for quite sometime already. He knew me well enough to know that sometimes I babble and don’t make sense at all. he knew me well enough that we would keep quiet during the important scenes of Feng Shui and then get back to the conversation after another person gets killed.
I miss that. I miss not having to explain myself. Although, the thought of having new people in my life is exciting and at times scary, I don’t think im ready to go through that just yet.
Despite me changing my name, I am still the same old me.=) A little more mature…but still the same.=)
Haay, I never thought i’d actually miss my highschool friends until that conversation last night. I am looking forward to more conversations like the one I had last night. Two old friends talking about life and everything in between. A great feeling.

It is true, distance makes the heart grow fonder. That’s true even for those who are just friends…trust me on this=)

I am so happy about my new blog’s layout. It seems as if everything’s lighter, i sure hope my entries would be lighter as well. So, my batchmates turned LaSallites are now having thier first day of school. I wonder how it went..=)
Well,don’t let my new blog layout fool you. Im still pretty much involved in the “issues” of the society. Like the unfair commercialism, how bad the economy is and how much I want GMA to be impeached.But im not in the mood to talk about that right now. Hehehe=)
I called my school awhile ago and I just got hold of the fact that I will be having Saturday classes. Excuse the ignorance but I thought my school didn’t have Saturday classes. Wahaha, i could be so stupid sometimes.=’p
I wonder why when I check my blog and click on the view profile nothing comes out. I filled in all the necessary information needed but nothing came out. Boo-hoo. This whole new-age technology thing is way too foreign to me.
anyway,just continue reading and leaving your comments they’re very much appreciated=)

WOULDN’T IT BE NICE?
BEACH BOYS
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy
Wouldn’t it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice

I have decided to go old school and do my blog this way. There is beauty in simplicity, just take a look at my blog and look there’s no tag board but you could leave comments na. Yipppee.. Please do leave comments. Your wishes have been granted you can now leave comments. wahahaha=)

Praying really hard that tears come out and you lose track of time.

Recieving text messages from friends that genuinely show thier concern.

Talking to your friends.

Knowing that things would get better.

Listening to Southborder’s Rainbow… Always helps.=)

My knees are shaking but im sitting down so i don’t know if that’s possible. My heart’s breaking, I could heart it tinker into little pieces…
Okay enough of this hoola balloh, i’ve got a lot of things going on in my mind. Okay, have you read the “sabi ko na nga ba” entry? Well, it turns out to be true.
My dear friends “he” turns out to be a chauvinistic ( at this point i don’t care whether i spell that right or not), a huge conformist and true player (and we are not talking about basketball here).
A bucket of cold water has been poured on me, can this week get any worse? But to be honest, I don’t feel bad at all. Know why? That girl’s trash. Haha, im just kidding. Ohwell, you get my point.
But at the same time it gives me a new sense of freedom. Freedom because at least I could get on with my college life without the baggage. I could start anew.
No thoughts remain.. only this..
the whole thing about destiny and how i used to believe in it…well, its all BS now.